i am going to count to 10 and breathe before i react
i am going to say 1 nice thing to myself in the mirror
i am going to tackle 3 goals daily
i am going to establish a workout routine
i am going to make amends with enemies
i am gonna say what i mean and mean what i say
i am going to be a better mom
i am not going to judge myself
i am not going to be lazy
i am going to reconnect with socks
i am going to play music again
i am going to not gossip
i am going to meditate
these are things i know i can do. these are things i know i HAVE to do. i came to a really ugly reality and that was myself. i do not like the way i am sometimes and i want to change....i do know that i have a lot of good qualities about me. i love how open i am. i love how understanding i am. i love my humor. i love my sense of rhythm. i love my laid backness. but i wanna be better.
i promise, my blogging won't always be about this break-up. i'm actually getting over it....little by little. soon you'll be hearing about something else....something new.
I've looked at my "bad" habits and being cold if I don't like someone is my go-to character. It's the ugliest thing about my personality. Now when I recognise it, I try to fix it asap. It's so deep in my psyche but I noticed that my Tias all do it. Actually all the women in my fam do it. We all have shit to work on and I think your list is a good place to start.
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